Cant Go Home
(专辑: A World With No Skies 2.0 - 2011)
Where am I
supposed to go? I
don't think I
can do this for to much longer man These are the
last verses I'll ever write Lonely roads have been walked The
winter has been long The
ice has never melting I'm pricing my sins upon a
credit card Still payin my debts, my personal health struggling Kids lookin up to me, what should I
tell to them? The
nightmares upon me, the
dirty laundry is on me I
am the
darkness standin amongst an army of zombies The
serenade of the
renegade has been sung allready And then some but then past is catchin up comin to get me People know my bloated face, everywhere I
go to chase and cope I
need to slow down, I
need to stop It motivates my flow to space And motor races in my thoughts Moving at the
speed of light, I
can't slow tha pace Mommy cryin on the
phone, wifey kicked me out the
crib Strangers wanna buy me drinks, write about the
life I
live Push me deeper down, I
creep around in this isolation But what am I
after now? What is this life I'm chasing? Back into the
darkness, everywhere that I
go My enemies are all dead and so are my survivals It's all about being more ruthless than a
rival Pistol in my pants, but my hands' on the
bible And I
can't see... The
world beyond... I'm too far gone... I
can't go home... Its time to drink again, I
see him smoking in The
alley downtown the
other night he's doin coke again He thinks hes getting rich hes just going to be broke and then A
million different pieces with the
hands of fate choking him I'm still alone, walking with the
killers though I
never left this place, but I
don't feel at home no more My memories are moving slow My past is beating faster full of anger and rage And I'm a
greedy bastard Dollar signs in my rhymes, Benjamins are in my eyes Enemies are hard for me to see, pretenders in disguise My minds fucked up inside I
can't remember lies I
don't even know the
truth I've been on a
bender like, ever since September right Now into February What about the
bodies in your past that you said you buried? I
can't remember shit, digging up the
cemetery The
voices in my head are back "You talkin to them already!?" Back into the
darkness, everywhere that I
go My enemies are all dead and so are my survivals It's all about being more ruthless than a
rival Pistol in my pants, but my hand's on the
bible And I
can't see... The
world beyond... I'm to far gone... I
can't go home...