liar

I miss my friends but never call
Then I complain I feel alone
Stay up on my phone all night
Then in the morning say I'm tired
I need therapy, too broke for that
But I just spent two grand on a bag
Buy self-help books I won't read
Put podcasts on just to fall asleep, yeah

Tell myself I don't have the time
Or I blame it on my star sign
Yeah, I'll always have a reason why

Oh, trust me when I say I'm a liar
Not a single thing I say's worth your time
Yeah, I can't keep a promise if my life depended on it
I, I swear to God that I'll try
But don't you know I'm a liar?

I signed up for the gym close by
And it's been six months and I've gone twice
Bought a gallon water bottle
Haven't seen it in a while
Now my head hurts and I gasp for air
When I walk up just one flight of stairs
God, I'm only twenty-six
So many things I gotta fix, yeah

Hurt myself like it's a nine-to-five
Then I'm sad and I wonder why
It's kinda funny how I act surprised

Oh, trust me when I say I'm a liar
Not a single thing I say's worth your time
Yeah, I can't keep a promise if my life depended on it
I, I swear to God that I'll try
But don't you know I'm a liar?

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