Nosedive
(专辑: Keepsakes & Reminders - 2021)
It's just been one of those days Where I
can't see the
point anymore It's just been one of those days feeling anxious Reaching out, but ignored If only I
could know how to come clean and let this go Instead of keeping habits I
can't refrain from Well maybe that's just me, seeing so indifferently There'll be no rhyme or reason Or a
shoulder to lean on It's no secret, cause I
can see that I'm still busy being pissed at my reflection What's said and done from myself I
can't out run I'm hanging on to this, and the
pain held in my head With a
life lesson I've learned of "don't let anybody in Putting on another charade won't make it all go away You want honesty? But acting sorry for myself is comforting Searching for something that could kill me quick Give me the
antidote for the
mess I'm in No guidance, I'm lifeless, and so headstrong Help me find the
difference in right and wrong And I
know I'll just end up standing in smoke So I'll choke and invoke my former self as a
ghost And I
know I'll just end up standing in smoke With the
words that I
wrote but never spoke I'm hanging on to this, and the
pain held in my head With a
life lesson I've learned of "don't let anybody in Putting on another charade won't make it all go away You want honesty? But acting sorry for myself is comforting Strapped in for the
long haul I'd best learn how to enjoy the
downfall Is there a
reason to fight? I'll wilt away with no end in sight I've been here before But I
don't recognize it anymore They say pain makes you stronger I'm weaker than ever Will it ever end? A
feeling I
discarded, since the
moment all this started I'll never fit into the
shape you made Would anyone just take my place? Restless and hopeless, spend every given day To waste it all away I'm wasted away I'm hanging on to this, and the
pain held in my head With a
life lesson I've learned of "don't let anybody in Putting on another charade won't make it all go away You want honesty? But acting sorry for myself is comforting