Tormented Kid
(专辑: What You See Is What You Get - 2008)
He was a
young kid tormented and hurt His father nearly pushed him to the
end of the
earth On his birthday December the
3rd, that day his dad was drunk, couldn't even remember the
birth, And he wished he'd go on holidays and never return His whole body was cut up and served and burnt, Use to wake up shaking with an image of dads face, and how he use to use his body as an ash tray No one suspected shit, always acting fake The
kid was forced to smile put on a
happy face, He use to try and keep his chin high, if he let an ounce of sadness out he'd see a
fist fly Teachers asked about the
bruising and he'd give lies, A
kids mind with no reasoning to live life, A
thin line between hate and depression if it wasn't with his fist he'd hit his face with a
weapon The
thought of suicide he'd jump a
lake in a
second, Without him his mum wouldn't be safe and protected, He often thought of standing up and fighting back, was to scared he knew he'd cop another strike and bash, Except for one day he came home from school, He was about to leave for a
mates home for pool, He heard screams from upstairs in the
bed rooms, mum was yelling but it sounded like sex too, He was raping her, cold blooded and fearless nobody was near it and nobody could hear it And why did they deserve this punishment for, then he snapped he couldn't give a
fuck anymore, Then he ran to the
room possessed by a
demon, saw her throat seething and her nose bleeding for no reason She hobbled down stairs broken her leg, poured his gin all over his wife an emotional wreck, And the
kid stood in the
doorway eyes darkened and black, the
father was smashed, laughing as he starts to attack, He ducked the
first swing, it didn't connect, out of nowhere the
dad grabbed the
kid at the
neck, Squeezing his life away stared in to his eyes it rained, he didn't show it hurt he managed to hide the
pain, He sat squeezing and screaming and crying but the
kid let him do it and squeeze it in silence, If he kept going it he would dead him for sure, then his grip let loose he flop next to the
floor, And the
mum stabbed him in the
back with a
kitchen knife ripped inside screaming in pain ready to give her life, He saw his mother on the
tiles of tears, it was the
first time he saw his mother smile in years