Crazy
(专辑: Street King Immortal - 2019)
[PnB Rock:] Made it ma! Top of the
world! I'm going crazy I'm going out of my head [PnB Rock:] It feels like I'm going crazy Nothing can save me I'm going close to the
edge, hey, hey I
can't stop staring out my window Choppa and my pistol I'm going out of my head, he-he-head [50 Cent:] I'm exhausted, last night I
lost it Let the
homies get loose, I'm sure I'ma get the
lawsuit Nana called, my granddaddy coughing up blood Got an infection, the
cycle of life just sucks I
bet when he die, she die, just because They been together 60 years, that's what they call love Paid for my first cousin wedding, over 200 grand Then two kids and six years later, he's the
wrong man I
woke up this morning, really wasn't feeling myself Thought about suicide but me, I
ain't killing myself My cousin Dory shot his girlfriend then shot himself in the
head Before I
shoot myself, I'm shooting everyone else kid My head aching, my hands shaking, I'm sweating bullets And it ain't even hot in this bitch, I'm going through it My mind playing tricks on me, I
mean, shit homie I
might need a
straitjacket fit for me [PnB Rock:] It feels like I'm going crazy Nothing can save me I'm going close to the
edge, hey, hey I
can't stop staring out my window Choppa and my pistol I'm going out of my head, he-he-head [50 Cent:] My favorite uncle Roc got twisted 'til that liquor gave him sugar Had complications once or twice, that shit fucked up his liver To me he's still the
man cause see me I
still remember That lil' snorkel he bought me to stay warm that December I
was sleeping in the
basement, the
window had a
draft Even with the
electric heater, I
was freezing my ass I
got some money now so if I
die before him, I'ma leave it to him He can have a
fine nurse put that insulin needle to him Called my son twice, he ain't picking up the
phone And Banks, me and him don't even talk no more You know cause of me, he ain't never have to sell crack Never used no knife or had to squeeze no strap But if I
go tonight, I
bet you I'm hellbound For cocaine distribution and letting off MAC rounds Home invasion robberies, we ran in that crack house Took them niggas paper and all of they packs out [PnB Rock:] It feels like I'm going crazy Nothing can save me I'm going close to the
edge, hey, hey I
can't stop staring out my window Choppa and my pistol I'm going out of my head, he-he-head [50 Cent:] Then I
was in the
second row the
second time Em married Kim Looking at Proof like, "How much you think this gon' cost them?" Feels like a
set up, Shaniqua's being nice to me I
rather a
nigga just put a
knife in me Than go through the
emotions, the
confusion and commotions Never die down in my head, they keep going It feels like I'm God's punching bag on occasions Amazing, on other days, I
feel like I'm His favorite I
never bite my tongue, I
just call a
spade a
spade When life feeding me lemons, I
just make lemonade My nana beat cancer, it came back for a
rematch Life without my old girl, I
couldn't see that My grandpa was the
strongest, then he broke down and I
broke down I
looked around like if shit go bad now, who I'm gon' go to now? That was his partner, see he knew everything about her Now he's saying he don't wanna live without her [PnB Rock:] It feels like I'm going crazy Nothing can save me I'm going close to the
edge, hey, hey I
can't stop staring out my window Choppa and my pistol I'm going out of my head, he-he-head