Free To Be Lonely
(专辑: Special Reserve - 2018)
No more locks, no more chains No more crying out my name And I'm finally free To be lonely No more truth, no more lies Just to live I
had to die Now I'm finally free To be lonely To be lonely Yeah I've stood face to face with my worst enemies And fist to fist with all these lies built from greed And the
protection that I
used was a
reflection of you When the
pain overcame all your infectious abuse When you can't stop you won't, when you want to you can't So rock bottom was the
foundation where we built what we had And now I'm just glad that we stopped at the
start But the
healing has been like dealing with a
million scars And it coulda been worse, much like a
evil curse Like all that mattered was your Gucci or that Louis V
purse So pull up that hearse 'cause this love is gone And I
bury your memory and be free to move on No more locks, no more chains No more crying out my name And I'm finally free To be lonely No more truth, no more lies Just to live I
had to die Now I'm finally free To be lonely To be lonely You words are like bullets and arrows You pull the
trigger, I
let go There's no more room for two, no 'Cause I
had to save myself from you You were the
nightmares I
dreamed of while I
was wide awake The
end of my salvation when all I
had was faith And never once did you concern yourself with all of your mistakes That I
mistook for ignorance and scraped off of the
plate Now I'm here you're cleaning it up while you drink from my cup As it overflows with the
love I
let run amok 'Cause how close we used to be is how far we've grown apart And I'm still picking up the
[?] while you're filling up your cart Like trying to sabotage every car in my garage Could ever fix our situation, these problems, they don't dissolve But it opened up my eyes and finally let me see That I'm blessed to be free and free to be lonely No more locks, no more chains No more crying out my name And I'm finally free To be lonely No more truth, no more lies Just to live I
had to die Now I'm finally free To be lonely To be lonely Yeah see you think you know someone And then you dedicate your life to loving that person Only for them to become this deceitful monster That manipulates your trust and all of your passion But it's never too late to release yourself from that mental prison you know You can free your soul even if it means being alone