Forgive Me

"Hey, it's me
Uh, I don't know why you made this decision, but
I don't think you know what you're doing...
I gonna miss you so much...
Please call me back."

If I died right now, would you live in peace?
If you lied right now, I would still believe
'Cause I'm a fool for love, that's what you made of me
And when you fell for me, did you take that leap?
'Cause when you took my heart you left a vacancy
And this fairytale is just a make belief
But you believed in me from the start
Gave me the address and the key to your heart
I don't even know why the fuck I'm mad
'Cause I would be the one who would tear you apart
I hurt you and all you ever did was love me
But I just couldn't give what you wanted from me
If I could trade it all to revoke your pain
I'll do it in a flash and give all the fame
I'll give up all this money, till there's none left over
I'll take back the burden I left on your shoulder
I'd give up every fucking drop that's in this liquor
Bottle that I numb the pain with when I'm feeling sober
I write these flows and I think of you
Then I turned around and did the unthinkable
But the worst thing I could've done was make
You believe that this relationship was not sinkable
Forgive me...

Gave me all of you
Now I got the audacity to try ask for your forgiveness...
Gave you none of me
Now I got the audacity to try ask for your forgiveness...
Baby, please forgive me, I'm sorry...
I'm sorry for that bullshit I put you through
I said baby, please forgive me, I'm honest...
I'm honest when I tell you I did it for you
I did it all for you when I told you that it's over
I did it all for you when I saw you needed closure
So baby, please forgive me, I'm sorry...
I know right now it's saddening but soon you'll be happy again
If you could just forgive me...

She said what the fuck you mean "forgive you"?
Tell me why in the world I would do that shit?
Everything I did was for you
But don't take my word, I can prove that shit
I gave up my whole life for you
My career, even my dreams
Just so you could achieve yours
And just to show you how much you mean to me baby
You just got up and go
Catch a plane and then leave without me
Feelings don't just disappear though
Yesterday you said that you crazy 'bout me
Never lied to you, I never needed to
I never doubted you, I never cheated you
Never disrespecting, nor neglecting or deceiving you
Tell me Michael, did you ever fucking love me?
Did you? Did you even mean it when you told me "baby, trust me"?
And if you can't admit it, don't answer it
'Cause I'll never trust again, nope
Not for you, not any nigga
You think I never had options?
Boy, don't you know that there were many niggas
I had this man, and that man
Even one of your boys in my DM's
And I never replied once, here;
Go through my phone, you can see 'em!
Because honestly I'm so sick and tired
I'm sick of you and I'm sick of fighting
If you gonna go then just go
Cause I ain't got the fucking time to keep tryin'!
All my life I been hurt and cheated on
Everybody left and just did me wrong
I was fucking there before anybody knew you or the words to your songs
And I fucking hate what you have done to me
Does it even just hurt you to some degree?
I wish you never ever told me you're in love with me
I fucking hate you, I fucking hate that I love you so much...

Gave me all of you
Now I got the audacity to try ask for your forgiveness...
Gave you none of me
Now I got the audacity to try ask for your forgiveness...
Baby, please forgive me, I'm sorry...
I'm sorry for that bullshit I put you through
I said baby, please forgive me, I'm honest...
I'm honest when I tell you I did it for you
I did it all for you when I told you that it's over
I did it all for you when I saw you needed closure
So baby, please forgive me, I'm sorry...
I know right now it's saddening but soon you'll be happy again
If you could just forgive me...

"I know towards the end we had our differences
And we'd fight and argue and say hurtful things to one another
I'm sorry I couldn't do or give you the things you expected of me
But I truly am happy for you
And I hope he's ain't gonna do that
So I hope you can accept this apology
And find it within your heart forgive me..."