Immortal
(专辑: All Love Lost - 2015)
What if the
hunger was missin'? What if the
passion was gone? If we're truthfully speaking, never saw it lasting this long If the
words didn't rhyme, what would I
do for a
livin'? But I've been dead for so long, I
figure I'm due for some living They only see the
effects, never pay no mind to the
cause My thinking is so complex, implicit, he can get lost What if everybody was real and I
wasn't surrounded by frauds? The
moral in that is so priceless just cause I
know what it costs Looking back, damn near every problem, I
had it Never got 'em retracted I
combat it, problematic, every problem of an addict But that's just the
way the
cards fell Heartfelt but can you be cheated if God dealt? Fuck this shit, only regret that I
have is never being regretful I
mean they all tried to kill me, none of them were successful A
few I
knew for some years, some never met me and tried But you can't kill nothing that's ready to die [Hook Joe Budden & Emanny:] They say I
live my own way, own way, and that's fine I'm just living my own way, own way, like I
can't die They can't remove my heart, my soul might take it's toll The
air I
breathe and the
ground below But no way, no way, let 'em all try That's how it feels to be immortal Immortal That's how it feels to be immortal Immortal That's how it feels to be immortal And now I'm feeling like Steven when he was up in that hospital Nigga shot him nine times, they got him thinking illogical Crippled, feeling immortal, he cheated death, he unstoppable He just want that revenge, nigga, feel like dying's impossible They want me to regress like I
ain't been through the
worst Instead of me being blessed, they want me pinned in that dirt If you knew me in the
past you would think my winning's deserved They never noticed my path and all the
sins I
did first Both my parents did drugs, see they put them syringes to work And I
carry that same exact gene, but I
never mention I'm cursed Those prescriptions were murder, I
blame it all on that nurse She started my relapse way back, I
developed a
thing for them percs Fuck this shit, only regret that I
have is ever being regretful Them fucking pills tried to kill me, none of them were successful I
close my hands on my knees, send these words to the
sky You can't kill nothing that's ready to die, fuck this shit [Hook Joe Budden & Emanny:] Say I
live my own way, own way, and that's fine I'm just living my own way, own way, like I
can't die They can't remove my heart, my soul might take it's toll The
air I
breathe and the
ground below But no way, no way, let 'em all try That's how it feels to be immortal Immortal That's how it feels to be immortal Immortal That's how it feels to be immortal See I'm so self destructive, hurt anyone that come near Done it my whole career, was always one of her fears Hurt her so much in the
past, I'm supposed to be healing her But she love me so much, she say that it's only killing her Now she say she can't watch it, pill popping, it's toxic Promised her I
would stop it, just go hide when I
pop it It's a
shame we can never be the
same, wasn't prideful How can I
tell you I'm nowhere near finished from being suicidal? Baby that wasn't me, just some nigga that smelled like me Fuck like you stuck by some nigga that felt like me You watched me lose weight, you just waited there helplessly You just offering help to me, I
just dissed the
shit selfishly When you left, I
condemned you, really I
should commend you Not for having that in you, but for having the
strength to I
make amends to you now, you shouldn't have seen me that high I
killed you when you wasn't ready to die [Hook Joe Budden & Emanny:] Say I
live my own way, own way, and that's fine I'm just living my own way, own way, like I
can't die They can't remove my heart, my soul might take it's toll The
air I
breathe and the
ground below But no way, no way, let 'em all try That's how it feels to be immortal Immortal That's how it feels to be immortal Immortal That's how it feels to be immortal