Sick Of This Place
(专辑: Hard Pills And Heartbreak - 2021)
I
been running all around this town A-drinking a-one-too-many's No matter how hard I
try I
can't wash down your memory Yeah, I
know, I
gotta let it go But I
keep holding on I'm sick of this place, place, place All I
see is your face, face, face I'm sick of this place Yeah, and everything about it Every corner I
turn, I
run into another Memory to drink down, then I'm over it Like a
bridge I
been sick of the
sick feeling for a
minute But I
kept giving in when you'd send me those sappy texts I
don't know what's coming for you But I
hope for me, happy's next (Yeah) 'Cause I
been lacking that thing they say I
should find That they call happiness (Happiness) Yeah, I
been blessed With the
gift to put pen to paper and then vent To relieve stress But lately, I
can't get this pen to get it off my chest So I
regress And then pretend to make a
little bit of progress 'Til my three year hiatus without alcohol Has been pushed off the
edge (Gone) I
don't go to sleep, pass out with you in my head (Yep) And I
don't go to church, I
go crazy instead (Yeah) I
been running all around this town A-drinking a-one-too-many's No matter how hard I
try I
can't wash down your memory Yeah, I
know, I
gotta let it go But I
keep holding on I'm sick of this place, place, place All I
see is your face, face, face I'm sick of this place And all those dirt roads that we rode in Gillham It makes it really hard to ride 'em now 'Cause your memory is etched in 'em When I'm knee deep in that forty creek I'm carefree and I'll ford the
creek Even if it's ten feet deep 'Cause I
don't care what happens to me (Nah) Yeah, I'm snapping on every beat 'Cause I'm mad and I
don't care who sees Or what they think when they see these Tears on my cheeks (Come on, come on) If they been through what I've been through Then they'll get it (Yeah, they'll get it) If you grow through what you go through Then you're living Yeah, this shit is hard to get over so sober isn't in my vocab (Nah) No, just know that I
notice I'm so bad off But I'm trying, so back off (Damn) Before the
lion that I've had tossed Gets defiant and gnaws all y'all's heads off (Woo) Man, I
can't believe I
been running all around this town (This town) A-drinking a-one-too-many's (One too many) No matter how hard I
try (I try) I
can't wash down your memory(Yeah) Yeah, I
know, I
gotta let it go (Gotta let it go) But I
keep holding on I'm sick of this place, place, place All I
see is your face, face, face I'm sick of this place