not okay

Sick of rainy days
Dripping down my face
Everything is gray
'Cause I've been not okay
Everyone is fake
And everybody takes
Scared I'll fade away
'Cause I've been not o

Mm, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy
Sorry, I'm
I'm a little bit—

Guess I'll go to sleep again
'Cause I don't wanna play pretend
Sandbox quicksand, hope I sink
Treehouse arson, tell my shrink

Funny 'cause it's not a joke
I'd actually pay to be choked
Take that any way you want to (Yeah, what?)
Maybe you can be the one to

Sick of rainy days
Dripping down my face
Everything is gray
'Cause I've been not okay
Everyone is fake
And everybody takes
Scared I'll fade away
'Cause I've been not okay
I've been not okay

La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la (Yeah)
La-la-la-la-la (Uh-huh, uh-huh)
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la (Yeah)
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la (Ooh)

I guess that I'm in deep again (Yeah, yeah)
It's getting hard to keep my friends (Yeah, yeah)
See some mood swings make me sick
Up and down like pogo sticks (Boing)

Funny 'cause it's not a joke
It's hard to fix what isn't broke (Wow)
Take that any way you want to
Maybe you could be the one to

Sick of rainy days
Dripping down my face
Everything is gray
'Cause I've been not okay
Everyone is fake
And everybody takes
Scared I'll fade away
'Cause I've been not okay