Mud
(专辑： Cruce Signati - 2010)
Everything I
feel is mud... Nothing hurts quite like this does... I
feel it in my bones My whole world's spinning from above, and everything I
am is mud Dirty... Filthy... I'm shapeless... Empty... Blood, sweat and tears fuel the
hurt Mixed with a
lifetime of doing dirt And all the
dirt brings pain until the
tears flood Then I
wonder why I'm standing knee deep in the
mud Trying to believe in something with no evidence Can't tell the
right over the
wrong so I
ride the
fence Because in the
end only a
terrified fool repents I'm so dirty that getting clean don't make no sense And since I
can't stop my world from spinning I
traded my soul for guns, money, weed and women The
only pleasure that I
get is when I'm sinning... This heart won't break but it keeps on bending Been in, been down this road before In the
back of my mind knowing everything gets old Because when I'm gone everything I
loved fades quick But every time I
reach for the
Truth I
slip... Everything I
feel is mud... Nothing hurts quite like this does... My whole world's spinning from above, and everything I
am is mud I
can't take this confusion no more, time to let it go Pull myself together and try stepping out on my own... A
child born like a
paper doll, because every step out on my own ends up a
nasty fall I
head straight down until I
hit rock bottom Then hear a
voice in the
chaos saying "I got him!" Then two hands slowly pick me up I
notice holes in the
wrists as they lift me up out this mess I've made... The
hell I've been... Then all the
sudden everything's spinning again I'm screaming, "God, where you at? I
thought that you loved me? I
can't make it alone, don't take your hand from me!" Then everything goes still... The
spinning don't stop but His hand is all I
feel Then as I
pray God use me to do your will I
realize I'm standing on a
pottery wheel... Everything I
am is mud in my Father's hands above... Mold me... Make me... Take me... Break me... Everything I
feel is mud... Nothing hurts quite like this does... My whole world's spinning from above, and everything I
am is mud
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