Still Won't Be The Same
(专辑: Infectious Culture - 2009)
Lost, when I'm in this maze Often, I'm up in this phase Remembering quality moments that'll fit the
page Of this chapter in my life that I'm closing What the
fuck is coming over me The
price that I'm rolling with Is cause of you And all your selfish insecurities But why do I
keep coming right back to you And its killing me My family says that I
need to catch a
break But I
rather break my heart over seeing you face to face Every single memory we made You could forget em' I'mma treasure them forever First love In the
warmness of the
soul Temporarily, becoming one with you and all It's sad as fuck that it had to come to this predicament Living like a
God damn idiot But I'm sick of it And all the
while Your just trying to live in times As I
loved you with a
broken heart Pieces is all I
can find Cause everytime I
think I'm over you It's killing me within that I
will never be with you again And I
don't know how I
can stomache it How I'm not running away But I
keep on fighting, keep on surviving Even though, I
know It still won't be the
same [?] with my life, the
second that you left me The
mothafucking pain settled in and left me empty So don't tempt that I'm going over the
edge I'm past love stories I'll blow this over again Shit, and there I
go Lying as if I'm not broken Looking for clarity As if I'll never stop poping The
pot smoking has got me deep in thought racing Why is it me that's always thrown into the
complication I
try to cope Lately, I'm on the
verge I'm following these suicidal thoughts And its absurd A
year ago the
day we broke up It's official missing you How fucking pitiful, damn it I
couldn't diss at you It's like, a
part of me Wants to be so pissed at you The
other part, wants to be loving you and kissing you But nevermind, I'mma be a
celebrity I'm fine, fuck you and your half-hearted memories Cause everytime I
think I'm over you It's killing me withing that I
will never be with you again And I
don't know how I
can stomache it How I'm not running away But I
keep on fighting, keep on surviving Even though, I
know It still won't be the
same So it's like, fuck me right? The
hell with me Why do I
matter anyway, right? It's all good It always was all about you, huh? Always But I
ain't gon' keep running back to you Nah Cause everytime I
think I'm over you It's killing me withing that I
will never be with you again And I
don't know how I
can stomache it How I'm not running away But I
keep on fighting, keep on surviving Even though, I
know It still won't be the
same