Sorry!

You gon' be sorry
You gon' be sorry, yeah
Yeah, yeah
It's too late for "I'm sorry"
It's too late for "I'm sorry"
It's too late for "I'm sorry"
Yeah, yeah, yeah

I was only 5 years old
Traumatized by you throwing punches tryna black my mother's eye
I never seen my mother cry, it left me feeling numb inside
20 years later, I thought about what I would do different a hundred times
You set the tone for this rage that I'm fighting with I chose
To not be a product of my fucking environment
I was a kid when you did all that violent shit
And now I'm struggling with my emotions, I can't deny the shit

And I hope that you've changed
But I know you're the same
You left my baby sister and my mother in pain
This ain't a game and I can't shake this hate
You could never take away the thoughts that run through my brain

OK
I don't even know what's gotten into me
I haven't seen you since I was a kid, at least
But all the wrong you did to me
You painted this canvas over my energy
At that point we became permanent enemies
I know it sounds insane though
Times haven't changed though
I think about it every day, yo
I can't let go of this pain or the anger
Or the shame that I carry, so peace is what I came for
I look at myself and I see you
I need rest I'll kill myself before I be you
P.S. my baby sister didn't need you, she blessed
If we ever got a chance to redo, you'd be dead

Shit, so keep your apologies, you're wasting your time
Ain't no changing my mind

You gon' be sorry
(You gon' be sorry, yeah)
You gon' be sorry, yeah
Yeah, yeah
It's too late for "I'm sorry"
(It's too late for "I'm sorry")
It's too late for "I'm sorry"
It's too late for "I'm sorry"
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Now and then I wake up
And I think way back
Everything you did to me
How do I begin to erase that?
How do I begin to cope with the pain?
Open up to emotion and flow from the brain
When I'm colder than winter, frozen
It never mattered who it was to me
We ain't getting close anyway
No sir, I don't wanna make friends, see no worth
I don't wanna break bread, been so burned
That'll be insanity if I don't learn
Look at what you did to me, I feel so spurned
Everyone I talk to
I don't wanna get to know 'em, they'll be gone soon
This abandonment, I don't know how to handle it I wanted me a dad and then I had it, but I lost you

Don't wanna backslide like you
It is why in fact I write blue
When I see red tread
That fine line like I like to do
And it's still love, hate, don't touch faith
But pray I find truth
Maybe I'm confused I'd run to these drugs, lose my youth

And it's too late to apologize, I've got these trust issues
But I can't afford to let you back in no matter how much I miss you
And I know you wanted me to write you back in that jail cell that you stay
But all I've got to say is

You gon' be sorry
(You gon' be sorry, yeah)
You gon' be sorry, yeah
Yeah, yeah
It's too late for "I'm sorry"
(It's too late for "I'm sorry")
It's too late for "I'm sorry"
It's too late for "I'm sorry"
Yeah, yeah, yeah