Ghost In The Routine
(专辑: Piecing It Together - 2021)
Yeah, I
know I'm supposed To think about the
bright side, 'cause it helps But I
stow everything in a
hold and locked up in a
cell Like an actor that is playing a
role Convincing everyone this is who I
am For months I've just been faking it all Convincing them all, making sure none can tell It's so, so damn bad (I fake smile as they walk past) And I
know not everyone gets that (All my thoughts are a
steel trap) Honestly? I
hide myself away Then put on a
face, pretend that I'm okay Do you know? Can you see the
glimpses of my hell? How I
owe, owe it to myself to seek out help? Like a
chameleon with its camouflage on I'm convincing them all, blend into the
place I
dwell Not letting anyone see me fall, concealing it all Masquerading behind a
veil It's so damn bad And I
know, yeah I
know I
really should fight back It's so, so damn bad (I fake smile as they walk past) And I
know I
really should fight back (All my thoughts are a
steel trap) Honestly? I
hide myself away Then put on a
face, to keep questions at bay I
honestly try to be honest when I
say that I'm okay Put on a
good face for each day just to keep questions at bay