Emergency Contact

Went to the doctor today
'Cause last week was my birthday
Guess that means it's been two years
Since I moved out to LA
You thought that was cliché
So we broke up on New Years

You were the end-all, and every phone call
Whenever my tire was flat
Tattooed your number, so if I went under
You'd be my emergency contact

Remember our living room?
Now it's only yours
And I thought you'd follow me, not shut the door
I'm stuck in this waiting room filling out these forms
Reminds me I can't write your name down anymore

So where the line is blank, I'll write my mom
Guess it's finally hitting me that you're really gone

Your number's still memorized in my head
No surprise there 'cause I can't forget you
At this appointment alone, thought I smelled your cologne
Will I ever forget you?

Remember our living room?
Now it's only yours
And I thought you'd follow me, not shut the door
I'm stuck in this waiting room filling out these forms
Reminds me I can't write your name down anymore

So where the line is blank, I'll write my mom
Guess it's finally hitting me that you're really gone

Ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh (gone)
Ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh (gone)

So I guess I'm not done holding on
Now it's finally hitting me that you're really gone