Bad Dreams

I stay having bad dreams
And I still think it's crazy you want me
Not used to hearing people say they love me
And girl you got me feeling very lucky
It's okay to cry, you know I do it every day
I don't wanna be alone, no I don't wanna be afraid
They say life is a movie but I could disagree
It's the same old shit, feel the same old pains

I stay having bad dreams
And I still think it's crazy you want me
Not used to hearing people say they love me
And girl you got me feeling very lucky
It's okay to cry, you know I do it every day
I don't wanna be alone, no I don't wanna be afraid
They say life is a movie but I could disagree
It's the same old shit, feel the same old pains

I can't go to sleep, I can't go to bed
Stay up all night, bad thoughts in my head
I don't want this stress, might go MIA
I was sixteen with a Glock to my head
I don't like the new me, you don't like it either
Matte black whip and you know it's a two-seater
You cheater, lied to my face, don't believe it
Conceited, I turn all the bullies to believers
I'm leaving 'cause you gave me every single reason
I'm sleepy, tired of the bullshit and deceiving
Why you the one crying when you cheated?
And I don't really think I can heal from this either
I feel stupid and I feel angry
Never thought a bitch like you would play me
Betray me, we used to talk on the daily
Then things changed and you got lazy
Shit crazy, guess love ain't really made for me
I just want something real but you wanna play with me
Guess I deserve it [?] lingering
Fuck it, I told you how I feel but you said nothing
Tried so hard 'cause I wanna feel something
Feels like a dream, not talking 'bout the good ones
Fuck