Wasted
(专辑: November Dreams - 2019)
My mind, it goes (it goes) To a
place that nobody knows (knows) Second-guess the
things that I
chose (I chose) Ashamed of all the
times that I
froze Didn't know what to do I
wish that I
was there for you I
need some proof (some proof) I
lie in bed while searching for truth (for truth) Sick and tired's just an excuse (excuse) Sometime's I'm like man what's the
use Someone tell me what's the
use I
wish that I
knew the
truth Can't look in the
mirror, I'm too scared to face it Don't know what I
want, so how could I
chase it? Looking back on life, I
wish I
could erase it Too much getting wasted I
don't wanna waste it No more My love, it goes (it goes) From the
highest heights to deepest of lows (lows) Why we love, no one really knows (knows) I
just hope my heart doesn't close Every time I
open up I
just end up closing up It's like I'm stuck in a
nightmare where I
can't run far Driven by fear, I'ma give that shit one-star (one-star) And the
problem's with me 'cause I
was too blind to see really who my day ones are (ones are) Yeah, and I
was jaded like Will's wife Don't want fake friends when you tryna live real life Don't wanna wake up not sober One day, just to realize all I
ever did in life was get older Can't look in the
mirror, I'm too scared to face it (Yeah) Don't know what I
want, so how could I
chase it? Looking back on life, I
wish I
could erase it Too much getting wasted I
don't wanna waste it No more Sometime's being imaginative costs The
question is how many of us are Willing to bear the
costs of being different Of being imaginative Asking tougher questions