The Cure
(专辑: Forgive & Regret - 2020)
You're my sickness, and I'm your cure Always thinking that you putting you first Guilt's got us running back and forth Your love is a
blessing and curse Seeing you this way is hard for me I
don't understand your way of live But I
know that you're a
part of me Still you gotta be apart from me And I'm still searching for the
cure You expect me to be in your life without making a
change, that's so insane I
expected you to be right here by my side every time I
was going through pain I
was your cure, you were my disease I
was saving you when you were killing me I
feel so guilty, I
wanna feel free I
feel so guilty, I
wanna feel free I
put you first, you put me last We all coulda died in that crash You shoulda put down the
pills and the
liquor, I
guess that that was just too much to ask You lost everything to gain nothing Now you the
one I'm not trusting And you the
one you got stuck with I
said you the
one you got stuck with You had to miss all these moments You said you loved us but you never showed us Tell me why you never act like a
grownup That's why I'm never picking my phone up You were my only, I
was your option Thinking bout you make me nauseous All of times that you thought you were hiding shit from me You didn't know that I
was watching You're my sickness, and I'm your cure Always thinking that you putting you first Guilt's got us running back and forth Your love is a
blessing and curse Seeing you this way is hard for me I
don't understand your way of live But I
know that you're a
part of me Still you gotta be apart from me And I'm still searching for the
cure Why do I
fear having you in my life? I
am so sick of you changing your mind I
got so used to you wasting my time Wonder how you haven't taken my life Always random people that you living with All the
hatred that my heart's filling with Grew up thinking you were different You not innocent, nah If I
do not like you, do I
hate myself? We share the
same blood right down to the
cells You didn't care that you put me through hell You only cared about how you felt Don't expect my love without respecting me Tearing at my heart like you dissecting me I
coulda gave you the
rest of me But then I
wouldn't have nothing that's left of me Feel like you're dead to me, but you're still breathing There's always drama, and you are the
reason You always think that you gotta compete with All of the
people around me I
speak with I
used to love having you in my life I
used to love having you by my side I
wait for that call that's saying you died But I
had to wipe my own tears when I
cried You're my sickness, and I'm your cure Always thinking that you putting you first Guilt's got us running back and forth Your love is a
blessing and curse Seeing you this way is hard for me I
don't understand your way of live But I
know that you're a
part of me Still you gotta be apart from me And I'm still searching for the
cure