How
(专辑: The Marvelous Missing Link: Lost - 2015)
I
don't wanna die and burn in hell, I
wanna live honourable, and do well, but how, how do I
stay on path, when I
see something fucked up I
wanna laugh? How do I
honour, my dead beat father, who walked out on two kids, like why bother, and left my mother with poverty, fuck my dad, I
wanna slaughter thee? Look at this world and all the
Gods, how can I
not look at all the
odds. Ya got Allah, Buddha, Jehovah, Jah, Give Praise, however you was raised. How do I
not wonder who's right or wrong, how do I
keep my believing strong? How do I
make it to Shangri-La, when the
worlds so fucked up, damn its hard? How do I
live a
beautiful life, when all of this darkness, has covered my life, How could this be, you said was a
lie, how will I
know if I
done good in your eyes? I'm asking how, how can I
ignore the
hotties, how do I
not check their slamming bodies? How do I
stay Faithful and quit the
game when I
doubt my wife is doing the
same? How in the
fuck can I
not have any, drive a
bucket and I
want a
Bentley? Live in a
trailer and not envy a
man who's got a
mansion sitting on land. Is this a
joke, how can anybody, with nothing see the
rich and not be salty, and what if some psychopath had my son, how can I
not just grab my gun. How can I
not have adrenaline buzz, aim and blow a
hole where his eyeball was? I
saved my son he's alive and well, but I
killed a
man am I
going to hell? How do I
live a
beautiful life, when all of this darkness, has covered my life, How could this be, you said was a
lie, how will I
know if I
done good in your eyes? How can I
actually be a
saint, how can I
live and be something I
ain't? How do I
not steal, when I'm dying of hunger, and I
end up under? How do I
just turn the
other cheek, when I'm disrespected, slapped and beat? What's wrong with fighting back and winning how come if I'm not a
punk I'm sinning How can I
pray true and true, when most of what I
pray for don't come through, and what about science and all the
facts. How do I
keep my faith in tact? How do I
not lie when the
truth is painful, embarrassing, harmfull or shameful? How do I
not live afraid of hell and be happily content my soul is well? How do I
live a
beautiful life, with all of this darkness, is covered my life, How could this be, you said was a
lie, how will I
know if I
done good in your eyes, If I've done good in your eyes, if I
look good in your eyes, if I
look good in your eyes, if I
look good in your eyes.