Life
(专辑: Tabloid Truth - 2012)
I
guess this is the
fade and 11 pounds I
weigh And I
see these people talking but I
don't know what there saying I
see my arms moving but I
don't have control Feels like I've been here before and they just recycled my soul Cause I
ain't been here long, yet I
still understand How to do things like grab what evers in the
palm of my hand Doctors put me in a
cell I
thought I'd never get out Until a
couple people scooped me took my back to their hours It was then I
started learning what this place was about When I'm alone in a
room, sometimes I
stare at the
wall But I
got tired of that and so I
started to crawl Crawling that turned in to walking, walking to running to balling balling And playing with the
other kids till mama was calling for me To come inside, run inside, trip on the
curb Skin my knee on the
pavement and said some horrible words that I
hears From the
other little kids around the
corner of the
block Mama heard me I
got popped, so I
stopped Or maybe I
just learned how not to get caught Something strange tell me why everything is starting to change I
guess this life ain't all about chasing material things It's about pleasing me, me it's all about mine I
would do anything just to make that dime Shouldn't ever see her pulling out that dime It never woud've made me wanna choose that grind Now I'm feeling like everybodys out to get me Gangbangers took me in, Now the
hoods riding with me And I'm living in the
fast lane Gotta make that fast change Cause time change quick Ask Mike Vick Now my rides clean I'm only seventeen Pockets on creatine I'm on top of the
world I'm in the
club free All in VIP All drinks on me I'm on top of your girl I
got a
lotta funds Enjoy the
young guns So I
can sit back And get the
kick back Fell like I'm missing something So I
bought some more stuff Money, jewelry, houses, cars Women, still it ain't enough I
gotta get more G-gotta get more Because the
TV says I
need more greed more Moneyyy! Cocaine Moneyyy! Ball out Moneyyy! Baby momma So I
crank it up! I
made a
little money than I
made a
bit more With the
money that I
made from the
day before And I
ain't ever had this kind of pay before And these models ain't never gave me play before Cause I'm on spaceship gone I'm so gone I
forgot my home Didn't even notice cause of all that chrome And can't nobody touch it cause I'm in my zone So now I'm in the
club chilling out one night Broad came in with a
dress so tight Swag on check game split just right Yada yada yada now she's my wife 10 years greater and 3
jits later I'm still makin hits kocnick out these haterz God pulling at me but I'll try that later Cause I'm living on the
darkside running like the
pharcyde (Hah) took a
breath, now I'm back at it Didn't mention that I
picked up a
cigarette habit And it got a
little harder to breath (gasp) Doc say I
gotta disease (gasp) Smoke! Smoke! I
need that to cope Cause life still cold if u
ain't got hope The
world is a
stage so try not to choke My swag done got so perfect That I
feel like I'm surfing I
sold my soul to Earth And I
wonder if it's worth it Cigarettes are testing me And they gone get the
best of me Baby mama stressing me And I
thought God was blessing me This ain't what I
thought of When iwas getting caught up In that terry benedict Ain't nobody benefit All my life was filled with this Now my body feeling sick This as raw as feelings get And ain't nobody feeling this I
know God is real in this But ain't nobody feeling this If I
could do it all again I'd do it different I'd do it different I'd do it different If I
could do it all again I'd do it different (is it over?) I'd do it different (is it over?) I'd do it different (is it over for me?) If I
could do it all again I'd do it different (is it over?) I'd do it different (is it over?) I'd do it different (is it over for me?)