Promise
(专辑: Self Medicated - 2020)
In a
world that's full of hope, why am I
alone Had this feeling so long my serotonin's gone Even when I
get high why do I
feel so low Never good at goodbyes I
hold on I
hate the
man I
see when I
see myself A
reflection of hell (yeah) I
told myself it's different, it's so hard to believe I
know that I
won't change so I
sold another dream All the
lies I
told are burning holes inside And I
don't, I
don't know why I
broke a
promise to myself As I
stand here again all covered in mud And I'm drenched in my sins what have I
become I
said the
last time that would be my last time Not good at goodbyes I
hold on If I
jumped off this ledge would you catch my fall Would you care at all I
told myself it's different, it's so hard to believe I
know that I
won't change so I
sold another dream All the
lies I
told are burning holes inside And I
don't, I
don't know why I
broke a
promise to myself All the
stages I've shaken, all the
roads that I've taken Wondering if I
can really make it Feeling so depressed I've been humbled and humiliated All the
truth I've mistaken for the
things I
thought save me It's like nobody knows at any given second I
feel like I
might explode I
told myself it's different, it's so hard to believe I
know I'll never change, I
sold another dream All the
lies I
told are burning holes inside And I
don't, I
don't know why And I
don't, I
don't know why I
broke a
promise to myself