Afraid of Me
(专辑: Self Medicated - 2020)
I
take a
moment just to breathe when I'm feeling that stress With the
sins on my sleeve, with what heart I
have left 'Til I
take my last breath, I
will battle with the
flesh I
picked the
side for which I
ride, there ain't no straddle in the
fizz (Lord, please) I
feel the
time passing by I
can feel the
crash coming, I
been on a
manic high Reminisce to cooking packs, changed my life, no looking back The
only man I
fear is the
reflection I'm looking at Only time I'm ever happy is when I'm keeping a
buzz I
feel a
wall around myself and the
people I
love Lord, protect me from the
storm, I
feel the
thunder again I
done prayed before with a
pistol under my chin Lord please 'Cause I
know that I've been living wrong All along, I
just didn't wanna be alone Pray for me, 'cause I
know that I've been living wrong All along, I
just didn't wanna be alone I'm so afraid of me My demons keep chasing me There ain't no saving me I
can't get away from me 'Cause I
know that I've been living wrong I
can't get away from me I
just didn't wanna be alone I
can't get away from me I
can't get away from me I
can't get away from me Still running from the
Devil, Stiletto's on the
gas pedal Pain so high that she crying in a
falsetto Echos of my last words' louder than her screams Living in a
nightmare, I
promised her a
dream But I
promise this ain't her, this is me My life is slipping through my hand, her love's at my feat I
beat myself up 'til my eyes swelled shut So I
can't see the
love and the
choice that's in front of me, fuck I
feel stuck in a
rut, deep pain in my gut I'm an angel to my demons that duck that cup Built a
wall around my heart not to hide It's to keep my love safe from what I
see inside Pray for me, 'cause I
know that I've been living wrong All along, I
just didn't wanna be alone Pray for me, 'cause I
know that I've been living wrong All along, I
just didn't wanna be alone I'm so afraid of me My demons keep chasing me There ain't no saving me I
can't get away from me Pray for me 'cause I
know that I've been living wrong I
can't get away from me Pray for me, I
just didn't wanna be alone I
can't get away from me I
can't get away from me I
can't get away from