5 AM
(专辑: Self Medicated - 2020)
It's 5
AM and I'm fucked up again About to watch the
sun come busting in I
swore that I
would change when no one was around Now I'm gasping for air like I'm about to drown But here I
go with that codeine in that white cup, with the
cocaine on that counter Swear to God I
wasn't looking for no problems when I
found them It's a
long way when you falling down, when you sitting on top of that mountain 'Cause I've been living life with no boundaries I've been living with a
heart that's full of coke Ooh, I'm so out of control I'm better off being alone Ooh, I'm so out of control It's 5
AM and I'm fucked up again About to watch the
sun come busting in It's 5
AM and I'm fucked up again About to watch the
sun come busting in I
swore that I
would change but I
ain't changed yet (I'm fucked up) I
swore that I
would change but I
ain't changed yet What up Jelly? I'm still try'na learn all the
do's and the
don'ts Abusive, I'm used to just losing control What a
loser, I
choose to be stupid, I
know I'm using this music, it's sooth for the
soul It's hard for me to admit this is reality I'm still try'na cope with this addictive personality I've been feeling like the
victim to insanity That's probably why I
keep on drinking through the
agony I
start my day with a
shot and a
cigarette I
noticed if I'm drunk, then I'm not gonna get upset Even had a
dream that I
lost all my inner-rest Seven-day bender, all I
gots like a
mickey left Now I
gotta try to drown all the
voices Got a
lot of problems but I'm bound to avoid 'em Guess I
gotta learn how to make choices I'm drunk right now so it's pointless I've been living with a
heart that's full of coke Ooh, I'm so out of control I'm better off being alone Ooh, I'm so out of control It's 5
AM and I'm fucked up again About to watch the
sun come busting in It's 5
AM and I'm fucked up again About to watch the
sun come busting in I
swore that I
would change but I
ain't changed yet (I'm fucked up) I
swore that I
would change but I
ain't changed yet I
know how it goes Here I
go with that double cup Had a
good thing, I'ma fuck it up Couple old homies used to run with us Got themselves jumped like Double Dutch 'Cause the
[?] they been out of bounds I
been 'round the
town, young and wyling out Look at my accounts, know I'm really winning But inside an ocean, in my mind I
drown I
ain't wanna be all that They wonder how I
seen all that Now I
really been a
fiend, ah yeah Lost you 'cause the
dream all bad My problems solved when that bottle calls Then my psycho runs like the the
dryer I
take two hits to get higher Look outside, the
sun start to rising It's 5
AM and I'm fucked up again About to watch the
sun come busting in It's 5
AM and I'm fucked up again About to watch the
sun come busting in I
swore that I
would change but I
ain't changed yet (I'm fucked up) I
swore that I
would change but I
ain't changed yet (Swore that I
would change but I
ain't changed yet)