Sad Song

I said I wouldn't make another sad song
But nothing taking away all of my pain
I said I wouldn't make another sad song
I still feel caged locked in my brain

I'm just an alcoholic with a mothafucking spending problem
Writing this verse I need to mothafucking vent about it
I'm in my head too much, I need to get up out it
But my demons wanna fight me and they getting rowdy
I'm never scared I'm down to brawl man that's just in my blood
I don't know where I would be without Lindsay's love
So many times with this music shit almost giving up
But every time that I was low somehow I risen up
Ay, guess I'm a mothafucking warrior
My mind is full of jewels and I am not talking Euphoria
Yeah, I'm gonna do it BIG, like I was Notorious
40 million streams and all I did was watch tutorials, yeah

Don't you wanna know yourself, don't you wanna be free
If you wanna know yourself, you just gotta be
Don't you wanna know yourself, don't you wanna be free
If you wanna know yourself, you just gotta be
If you want the truth

I said I wouldn't make another sad song
But nothing taking away all of my pain
I said I wouldn't make another sad song
I still feel caged locked in my brain

All we want is happiness we looking in the wrong place
Merge with the silence, you'll transcend this calm state
Peace is your essence, I'm destined to teach
That you don't need to die to be resting in peace
No time like right now, you don't need more time
Solving your issues, dissolve the ego mind
Remember that you knew, there's nothing really to do
Keep quiet, let silence be your guru
Dump all your knowledge, silence is your teacher
There's gurus and pointer but silence isn't either
Dump all your knowledge, silence is your teacher
Silence is your essence, let silence take you deeper

Don't you wanna know yourself, don't you wanna be free
If you wanna know yourself, you just gotta be
Don't you wanna know yourself, don't you wanna be free
If you wanna know yourself, you just gotta be
If you want the truth