Nothing

(专辑： Beauty In The Struggle - 2017)

I want to feel nothing, nothing
Feel no pain (feel no pain)
I want to feel nothing, nothing
Feel no pain (feel no pain)
I need to feel nothing, nothing
Feel no pain (feel no pain)
I need to feel nothing, nothing

And I don't claim to be greatest, but I'm far above my peers
Been through some shit, but you can't see my tears
All behind the scenes, when that shit gets real
You don't see the man I'm seeing when I'm staring in the mirror
'Cause I hate it
Takes a lot of courage for me to say this in public
I fucked a lot of girls and not one of them did I love
I hate that I'm always feeling empty soon as I come
'Cause what's a million women if you're craving for the one, yeah
If you're craving for the one, yeah
If you're craving for the one

I want to feel nothing, nothing
Feel no pain
I want to feel nothing, nothing
Feel no pain
I need to feel nothing, nothing
Feel no pain (feel no pain)
I need to feel nothing, nothing (nothing)
I need to feel nothing, nothing
Feel no pain (feel no pain)
I need to feel nothing, nothing

Yo
And maybe I can change, but I've tried a million times
Honestly I'm nervous I'll be in hell when I die
The realest shit I ever put into a song
Fans giving me their hearts, so I gotta give 'em mine
All real, 'cause what's a song without a story
What's a notebook without pain to let it out
And I've been changing my mindset upon this journey
'Cause what's the world if you get lost upon the route, yeah, yeah
If you get lost upon the route, yeah
If you get lost upon the route, yeah

I want to feel nothing, nothing
Feel no pain
I want to feel nothing, nothing
Feel no pain
I need to feel nothing, nothing
Feel no pain
I need to feel nothing, nothing
I need to feel nothing, nothing
Feel no pain
I need to feel nothing, nothing