Control Pt. 1
(专辑: Tidal Graves - 2017)
Man, I
just [*laughing*] I
feel myself drifting away sometimes I
get like seasonal depression when I
think too hard about Where we are as humans or with technology Though, I
guess it's it's important that I
say something In this love-hate relationship... heh, you feel me? Uhhh, but, really though, like what what is the the
internet? We all carve out our little nest in it's vast space But, what the
fuck is it? By definition it's uh-, hold up, let me read this real quick... "A global computer network providing a
variety of information and communication facilities Consisting of interconnecting networks using... ", yeah, so So, basically, a
tool of, information and communication Cool... even though we don't use half of what's available to us The
internet for you could be something completely different than what it is for me Even though, I
don't even know what the
fuck it is for me, either I
mean, I
like to say it's a
way for human beings to communicate and be more connected But, connected to what? Our digital selves? These like false personas we've created out of our inner narcissist Where we sell our opinions and personal lives For reactions and self-gratification? It's like it's become a
breeding ground for fake news, cowards, and fuck boys But, whatever the
fuck it is, I
hate to say it, but I'm addicted The
internet is nothing more than just a
dark hole that compliments my dark soul A
follow for a
follow leaves the
world blind in a
repost Going through withdrawals, I
have to log in when I
need dose I
want to wake up one morning and not feel the
need to check my phone Do I
have to know everything? Probably not But even when life's all peachy, I'm pale as an apricot Plenty wishing, they could have my spot, if they audition, they can have my socks In fruition, fortified my thoughts, not to mention all the
things I've bought Just to feel-just to feel like I'm super smashing, truthfully, I'm button-mashing Fuck a
lot to feel I'm fastened, empty mornings, nights of passion, unsustaining sex for confidence Fond of it, swung the
wand a
bit, burned some bridges, might have burned some monuments Conversation, no common sense, scrolling my news feed for false suspense If my girlfriend's acting shady, should I
check her Facebook? Make sure them post match up when she said she was at them places Would I
be any different than a
country that spies on its citizens As I
plead for my innocence? ADD, don't need Ritalin Yeah