Could Of Been Different
(专辑: Dying To Live - 2018)
Broward County, 954, we here, I
kicked the
door down 'Nolia boy shit, 1800 block, ugly corner, tied, gleeful I
was hoping that you'd ride for me the
way I
rode for you I
wish my boy was here to see the
man that I
grew into And I
know if I'm feeling like this, it gotta be mutual But it ain't they business telling them the
shit we surfaced through Yeah, I
won't never tell the
world the
shit I
did for you Even though you lied on me, that's cool, as long as you know the
truth I
don't even feel the
love be real no more, so I
keep my distance Remember I
ran me up my millions, you was in your feelings Even that time you shake my hand and you don't even grip it But if I
put that shit on blast, they gon' say I'm tripping I'ma just follow my intuition and I'ma keep on living I
wonder sometimes if you wishing, shit could've been different Right now I'm cheffing, it's too late, I'm doing my thing right now I
ain't looking down on you just chilling, I'm on the
plane right now I
know you miss me, but don't worry, I'll never forget you Even though you switched on me and it hurt me, I
can't hold that 'gainst you Taking everything in me and it's burning for me to forgive you You still my whoadie, still my dirty, but I
ain't fucking wit' you To create my future, I
had to revisit my past, revisit my pain But I
won't never let you back in, we can't rekindle that flame When he got stuck on and you blamed me 'cause you know I
did it Couldn't call on you when it was raining and it killed my spirit All the
shit you said, you tried to shame me, tried to kill my image Even though you know me since a
baby, and you know I'm with it You know I'm serious, stepping on niggas like I
ain't even got no feelings I'm in my cell right now, I'm wishing shit could've been different I
ain't dropping no names no more but nigga, I
hope you hear it Can't take nothing back, it went like that, so nigga that's what it is Everywhere I
went, I
took you with me, every show I
did Ain't say your name in all my songs no more, can't waste my lyrics I
said I
was coming home, they said, "No you isn't" I'm a
real nigga, so I'm dying how I'm living I
remember throwing rocks, now we going to prison When I
got my first Glock, kept that thing with me You was with me on the
block, thugging real silly Jumped in the
game, then I
popped, then you went to switching I
tried to give you niggas shots, but you niggas missing Soon as Lil Yella got knocked, niggas went to snitching I
done been through a
lot, shit you never didn't I
had to pop a
nigga top to make that boy feel me Crackers had me in the
box, thugging every minute Young nigga, see about me, I'ma show you different All my life, throwing rocks at the
penitentiary But now my watch got rocks, no more drug dealing And now my top gon' drop, I'm in a
new Bentley Heard foolie got shot, I
wonder who did it You my dirty, you and me, we made it from the
mud I
been wishing shit could've been how it was 'Bout you, I
swear to God I
would've took a
slug Down to kill a
nigga 'bout you, and it's all love This shit ain't about a
stripe, this just what I'm used to I'm down to throw away my life, throw away my future 'Bout street principality, no flag Man, that soldier-like mentality automatic I'm jumping out the
pink-G truck with the
ratchet Z's up 'til I
freeze up, lil' daddy (Glee) Z's up 'til I
freeze up, lil' daddy (Gleeful) Z's up 'til I
freeze up, lil' daddy Gleefully, that's how you present that shit the
right way You know what I'm talking 'bout, Broward County, 954 You know, we don't represent, we don't re-present We present it once and that's what it is, that's how you step Can't take nothing back, went like that, so that's what it is I
wish it could've been different, though 1800, SG-13, the
dumb way, the
long way Sniper Gang or no gang