How I Feel
(专辑: Searching For A Pulse / The Worth Of The World - 2010)
I
say a
drink might help me sleep, I
say I
don't sleep much at all these days, I
say it's cold, Besides, I'm broken. Hard as earth the
love of the
past, The
worth of the
world has frozen Still. Like the
sheet of ice collecting on the
windshield of my car. Where I
caught my reflection frozen in the
glass, A
perfect broken image of the
future I'd envisioned in the
past Corrupted by fate now, fractured, and fading away. Replace all I
felt promised to me. To be the
one who figured it out, Who knew what to do, Who knew how to feel and Felt that Love of the
past, The
worth of the
world, Just set it ablaze and Thaw me out. Dim lit in a
room dark red, where I
said, “Can't seem to break off from the
way I
felt, but I
guess you understand, man. We had no chance. I'm tired of fighting with the
hand I've been dealt. So, I
take the
cards they give me And keep my protest on the
inside of my mouth. If the
best I
can do ain't gonna stop what's coming, What's the
point in trying to change how the
hand plays out? Don't we all just die? When you looked at the
light Did it hurt your eyes? When you looked at the
light Did it hurt you Like it hurt me?