Oxygen
(专辑: Winter Heartbreak II - 2021)
The
universe is expanding, the
universe keeps growing I
reached the
end of the
universe, said "fuck it", kept going For trillions upon trillions upon trillions of miles There was nothing, there was no one... And then I
saw a
house, and I
looked inside the
house And sitting there was a
man And sitting next to the
man Was a
woman, they were smiling They were holding each other's hands And the
closer that they grew I
realized the
couple was me and you And I
had one question I
could ask: Did this moment happen in the
future or the
past? All I
wanna do is travel to another universe I'm probably the
weirdest fucking person on this stupid Earth I've never been accepted by the
people that are normal So I'm slipping through a
stargate, man, I'm leaving through a
portal 'Cause I'm socially so awkward, I'm emotionally bonkers And I'm hoping that I'm not another ghost in the
apocalypse I
don't need any oxygen, I'm breathing in the
essence Of a
technicolor omnipresent demon in his presence And I
got a
lot of memories that hurt me when I
think about 'em Hands are full of blisters, I
was climbing up the
steepest mountain Every time I
tripped into the
bottom, I
just fell again And here it doesn't flower in a
garden full of skeletons And every time a
wound appears, I
keep it like a
souvenir I
dip my pen into it like there's gotta be some truth in here The
cause and the
effect is that I'm constantly affected By the
cost to your affection and your condescending messages The
comedy, the
misery, the
convoluted memories The
consolation symmetry, the
coffin that you built for me The
Odyssey, the
Iliad, the
oddities, the
pyramids The
harmony of spirits when the
bond is truly fearless And I'm probably the
weirdest fucking person in this galaxy My head is getting heavy full of misery, you'd have to use a
Guillotine to even out the
chemical imbalance So decapitate my crown and then you send me into silence And my feet are just so horribly callused, as I'm bleeding The
aurora borealis and I'm hoping for some meteors To pour on me in showers 'cause I
feel so fucking lonely I'm performing in a
theater alone where no one's gathered And I'm probably the
weirdest fucking person in the
history Of history itself, the
key to heaven: just to get to be alive For a
moment where I
don't feel scared That if I
died right now you wouldn't care I
am too fucking in love with you to ever be Only your friend, you better treat me like an enemy I
have used up every single drop of energy As long as I'm alive, your word's killing me I
am too fucking in love with you to ever be Only your friend, you better treat me like an enemy I
have used up every single drop of energy As long as I'm alive, your word's killing me