Down Forever

I wish I was more self-aware
Maybe I'd take my own advice
Maybe I could make a wish without taking the risk
Of maybe not being right
But I'm the same kid, same mission
Same confidence, condition
Most of the time, I just close my eyes
And throw and go my decisions and that's okay
That's okay sometimes

I keep pushing further
'Cause I know when I am here
It all gets better
Even if it's been a year
I don't stay down forever
Even when I'm lying here
I won't lay down forever
I won't lay down forever

What do you know about real pain
Do I really deserve anything
I never run the ship, I just circle around it
And pretend that I am getting in
But I'm a hard case to break in
I'm preaching day out and day in
Most of the time I don't even find
Words that I keep saying
And that's okay

I keep pushing further
'Cause I know when I am here
It all gets better
Even if it's been a year
I don't stay down forever
Even when I'm lying here
I won't lay down forever
I won't lay down forever
I won't lay down forever

"Don't be so hard on yourself"
I say to myself, lying in the dark
"Don't be so hard on yourself"
I say to myself, lying
"Don't be so hard on yourself"
I say to myself, lying in the dark
"Don't be so hard on yourself"
I say to myself

I keep pushing further
'Cause I know when I am here
It all gets better
Even if it's been a year
I don't stay down forever
Even when I'm lying here
I won't lay down forever
I won't lay down forever

I won't lay down, I won't lay down forever
I won't lay down, I won't lay down
I won't lay down forever