Expectations
(专辑: Sobville (Episode I) - 2019)
I
keep on having this dream where I'm seventeen Slipping through the
cafeteria trying not to be seen I
see my brother, he's sitting there with some kids He smiles at me and waves, I
fake a
smile and sit Down at the
table, but something's off and I
know it 'Cause when I
try and say something nobody seems to take notice I
kinda like it, but then I
start to feel strange Like the
time I
went on Amazon to buy myself a
date When did things get pixelated? I
can't keep my concentration I've lost my imagination To such great expectations All the
things that I
never said They keep crawling back to me All the
things that I
never did They still haunt me in my dreams All the
years I've spent All the
lives I've faked Just to keep myself protected From all the
things that I
never said I
keep a
Rolodex inside of my head of all the
times I
had a
chance to just be honest, instead I
made a
joke to changed the
subject because my confidence said: "Hey, listen, if you mess this up, they're gonna judge you, my friend!" I'm living in a
state of pure paralysis, see I
like to think, think, think, but my action is weak My interaction is bleak, if life's a
herd, I'm a
sheep Guess I'm not really that much different than at age seventeen When did things get pixelated? I
can't keep my concentration I've lost my imagination To such great expectations All the
things that I
never said They keep crawling back to me All the
things that I
never did They still haunt me in my dreams All the
years I've spent All the
lives I've faked Just to keep myself protected From all the
things that I
never said All of the
things we wish we said They drag me down until I'm dead You say the
best is yet to come Can anyone figure out what's wrong with us? All the
things that I
never said They keep crawling back to me All the
things that I
never did They still haunt me in my dreams All the
years I've spent All the
lives I've faked Just to keep myself protected From all the
things that I
never said