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Oxygin
(专辑: Nevers Road - 2019)
I
know I
need to learn to live with all the
things I
can't change I
hate the
fact that I
feel nothing or I'm reeling in pain I
need to shake this fucking habit, so I
try, but I
can't And I
look down on all the
addicts when we're one and the
same Remember back, I'm pushing twenty, those were simpler times That's when we met, and ever since you're never far from my mind I
broke my ankle playing ball, and so it's you I'm prescribed And even through all of the
pain, you make me feel I
could fly A
couple weeks, and now you're gone and now I'm feeling distress I
always wanted to feel something, maybe nothing is best My friends and family start to question if I'm feeling depressed But I
don't really give a
damn, just put me back on the
meds I've been lost in my head My homie Jack said he dealt with the
same shit He said he started drinking to deal with the
pain quick All you need is a
fifth and it's cool to remain lit So he handed me a
bottle, said take about eight sips I'm faded, but I
wanna feel straight numb So I
drink the
rest of the
bottle, liquor burning my gums Woke up the
next day at around a
quarter to one My peers would say that "Man I
had fun—right?" I've been lying, I've been saying I'm fine But I've been feeling low and I
don't know why Another night, I
feel empty inside Now bottle after bottle of whatever I
find Feel the
weight lift off me Someone tell my mom I'm sorry I
don't wanna lie, I've been losing my mind They tell me "Take a
pill" until I
feel alright The
present day, been feeling sick, think I'm just biding my time I
take a
shot of something strong to keep that shit off my mind All my friends started families and they left you behind And here I
am drinking any can or bottle I
find My body took you in as blood and so we're never apart Some real shit, you look closer, someone's been to my heart But just like everything I
love, you fucking tear me apart Just like everything I
love, you fucking tear me apart I
wanna be there for my son, daughter, wife—I mean my ex-wife now I
guess that time really flies when you're drunk on the
couch I
wanna shake this fucking habit, I
just don't know how So you would love to see me sick until I
almost drown And so you keep me on the
brink of barely living and death As long as I'm alive, yeah, you know you'll get in my cheque You pray my son and daughter will follow me in my steps You'll create our loves a
fact that I'm broke and broken and dead Can go a
day without food, I
can't go a
day without you When I
try, I
get the
shakes 'til my face turnes blue Lost my job, wife, life for a
bottle of booze You promised you would make me happy, we know that's not true I
tried every drug in the
book, but they never hit me the
same I
told my doc that I'm down, he put some pills in my name It doesn't matter the
problem, the
fix is always the
same Always taking the
easy route, like I'm never willing to change, damn I'm blaming everybody but me With you inside my system, everybody used to love me But now my friends, family, my kids, they can't even trust me Been losing on my controlling, and I
let you fucking become me No more! I
said "No fucking more!" I
know you think I'm lying, I
said this to you before This time I'm fucking ready, it's time to show you the
door This life is mine and never was yours I've been lying, I've been saying I'm fine But I've been feeling low and I
don't know why Another night, I
feel empty inside Now bottle after bottle of whatever I
find Feel the
weight lift off me Someone tell my mom I'm sorry I
don't wanna lie, I've been losing my mind They tell me "Take a
pill" until I
feel alright
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