Swimming
(专辑: If You Don't Like The Story Write Your Own - 2022)
[Deion Reverie:] It's okay to feel the
way you do Swimming in a
life that they gave you You drown But they will never love you like I
do In this ocean You're all I
see [Witt Lowry:] You're not a
mess, no, you're an empath on a
messy earth Can't understand why somebody as special as you wants to fit in so bad that it hurts Your worth isn't based off of how much you earn, you say you feel empty the
more you consume Do we blame the
flower when it doesn't bloom or blame the
terrain it was planted into? When you walk in a
room, everyone stares, you spent the
whole morning on makeup and hair Still all you see are your flaws, you never would see what they see when you look in the
mirror Nobody compares you like nobody else, being trapped in an app feels like living in Hell See, we live in a
world where we're taught that it's better to be anyone else but ourselves, damn Your feelings aren't real, your friends are all fake, you're tired as fuck, you just need a
break Don't know if you know, the
lower your self-esteem goes, the
more that these companies make The
more of yourself that you hate, the
more that you look to replace, the
more you'll be willing to pay This hole got me stuck in a
game that you didn't even realize you were playing, so [Deion Reverie:] It's okay to feel the
way you do Swimming in a
life that they gave you You drown But they will never love you like I
do In this ocean You're all I
see [Witt Lowry:] The
truth is, you're as beautiful as beautiful gets Wish you knew your flaws were just a
shift in perception away from them being a
gift Does the
dopamine hit when you post? Ridic when you know people pick apart all of your pics You're sick of the
comments that say, "Does she even respond?", when you don't, then they call you a
bitch It's just how it is, it's sad, it's Truman, think we forgot what it means to be human These apps are detrimental to our mental health, so we go buy and have to improve it They call that improvement, but I
digress, I
know you're living with a
lot of stress Trying your best to find a
line between work and rest, haven't found it yet, damn They see you were thick in the
head, but not what goes on in your head, damn, yeah Ask you how you are in the
sheets, but not why you're not leaving bed, damn, yeah They sit there and stare at your lips, but don't hear a
thing that you said, damn, yeah They come out the
woodwork and then they get mad when you leave 'em on read I
know that you no longer wanna pretend like all the
bullshit hasn't taken its toll You're tired of striving to be what they want you to be when you know you just don't fit the
mould "Sit there and look pretty" is what you were told by someone you used to consider a
friend You ask him, "How am I
supposed to feel pretty with all of these hideous thoughts in my head?" Never saw him again, at first you were hurt that they thought your image was all you were worth But then you realized you were wasting your time on opinions of people who make you feel worse You feel like you're cursed, you wanna move on, remove every contact you have in your phone You realize the
more and more people pretend like they love you, the
more you feel like you're alone, just know [Deion Reverie:] It's okay to feel the
way you do Swimming in a
life that they gave you You drown But they will never love you like I
do In this ocean You're all I
see (They will never love you like I
do) They will never love you like I
do (They will never love you like I
do) (You drown) (They will never love you like I
do) They will never love you like I
do (In this ocean)