Beauty In The Darkness
(专辑: Beauty In The Darkness - 2023)
I
haven't written for a
minute I
fell off the
map Seeking out a
train to somewhere I
can never catch Spending time away from people don't know how to act Moved away from home I
always said I'm never going back A
friend of mine just lost her father to a
heart attack Never met the
man, but stressing was a
part of that Finding happiness is tricky, proving hard to track Beauty in the
darkness and that's always been a
part of rap Beauty in the
darkness that's always been a
part of rap Speaking out on touchy subjects hoping you can pardon that Each emotion you can bet I
got a
scar for that Paving through the
pain that I
have seen and find a
bar to stack The
most relief I
ever feel is when I
start a
track Once I
finish that I'm slipping back into a
room that's black One of the
difficult things that I'm dealing with is envy I
got some guilt and some shame that I
find I
carry with me I
look around and see all these people who driving Bentleys Feeling different than 'em and wonder sometimes if heaven sent me To bring the
pain to the
surface I
know that they're neglecting Went down to Sunday service hoping I
could find a
blessing Try to talk to God, but I
got scared to open up his message Losing sleep over asking if I
have his acceptance Moms a
Christian my dad was always an atheist Asking questions was never really a
place for this I
turned to rap while the
rest of the
world was angry With dealing with homophobic and racists with no emotion I
hate to say that I'm hopeless, but at the
rate that we're going Our race is soon to be over Consuming and then disposing With no respect for the
oceans God dammit the
country's broken We're dancing with drinking potion The
answers under our noses Here's a
reminder of something nobody sees It's not guaranteed that we'll wake up after we fall asleep My heart is deceased must of left it stuck in a
beat How are we fighting in this moment when we're lucky to breathe, please I
just don't understand I
just wish I
could extract the
love I
feel from my fans Reach my arms around the
world and try to give out a
hand To all the
people who gave up and only needed a
chance I
see you slipping I
can tell that you've been haunted Thinking you been lost, but I
know where your heart is Tell me why, tell me why is your heart guarded Can't you see all of the
beauty in the
darkness I
see you slipping I
can tell that you've been haunted Thinking you been lost, but I
know where your heart is Tell me why, tell me why is your heart guarded Can't you see all of the
beauty in the
darkness Show me, I
see you slipping Show me, thinking you been Show me that there's beauty in the
darkness Show me, show me Show me, show me Show me that all the
beauty in the
darkness