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Now We're Here
(专辑: Therapy - 2017)
This year's been the
most different I
think I
found some holes in me, I
think if I
was brave enough to check I'd find my soul's missing The
last time I
tried to phone my dad I
found he won't listen I
built myself a
cell now I'm alone inside my own prison Got a
therapist I
don't go visit, got pill bottles, got more prescriptions, got a
million things that I
shoulda did that I
didn't do so I'm bullshitting Looking back at my old visions through teary eyes from my position I
wonder if I
got more in me, I
wonder if the
tank's on empty I
wonder if the
person I
was really is gone, I'm a
ghost now I
used to feel like a
power plant, my machinery all broke down No one knows what I
been through this past year cause I
never told I
was fucked up for three months, If I'm being honest it was plenty more Tried Cipralex, tried Seroquel, tried Xanax, tried Propranolol I
quit drinking, I
quit smoking, I
quit fucking, I
quit it all Momma called my bro's phone hella choked up, tryna ask for help, he broke into my old crib, packed my bags and said farewell I
flew out to prairies while my dad was on a
sailing trip He told my ma that he'd come home if she couldn't take care of me I
couldn't let him leave his dream behind, I
couldn't carry it Anxiety was killing me but I
couldn't let it bury him Laid low in Alberta for what seemed to be like a
lifetime Everyday at the
doctor's office, my blood pressure been sky high Couldn't barely eat, couldn't barely sleep, couldn't barely know who I
was Swear to god I
woulda been dead if it hadn't been for my mom K, four months go by, my lawyer says hi Your Visa got approved, tell your family goodby Three days later caught that flight, hit Vancouver for a
night, didn't tell a
single soul because I
still wasn't alright I
stayed in Jackie's apartment, she wasn't there I
sat in the
darkness, opened the
window and laid on the
carpet, looked at the
city where everything started, like oh my god, oh my god, oh my god I
just spent a
half a
year tripping and no one knows about me So ashamed of the
cards I
been given I
never want my friends to see, no I
was on the
road to riches, but now I
been crawling on my knees yeah I
been keeping all these secrets, cause they're not supposed to worry 'bout me Fast forward I
crossed the
border Moved back in with my girlfriend I
was still f*cked, but not as much as I
was back in Edmonton Then four months down the
road, she broke down when she came home She was barely through the
door, she said "I'm not in love no more" I
took two pills and a
cigarette and a
long walk down Melrose I
made two calls to my best friends in Canada from my cell phone I
said "goddamn, this a
tough year, I
been fucked up from the
start of it, when's it all gonna calm down, do y'all believe in this karma shit?" Hide it all from my audience, look in my eyes and it's obvious, anxiety and insomnia, this year has been the
rockiest I
just hope I
helped you see it clear, cause now we're here And I
just spent a
half a
year tripping and no one knows about me So ashamed of the
cards I
been given I
never want my friends to see, no I
was on the
road to riches, but now I
been crawling on my knees yeah I
been keeping all these secrets, cause they're not supposed to worry 'bout me Bout me, no no Bout me, no, no, no Supposed to worry bout me, no, no Supposed to worry bout me I
been keeping all these secrets
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