Spilt Milk
(专辑: Us Against The World - 2021)
I've been broke for most my life, I
spent my money on liquor Worked on the
oil rigs for years and I
developed addictions I
had roaches in my living room and mice in my kitchen I
crashed my car in a
ditch, running from cops in the
winter Me and my dad had moved away from both my mom and my sister To build a
life for the
family we wouldn't have if we didn't Hitting garage sales and furnishing the
basement we lived in So I
ain't ever tryna hear about white privilege Me and my daddy shared a
room and an air mattress before It would deflate while we slept, we'd both wake up on the
floor I
got bullied bad in school and they suspended me for it Telling kids my dad would shoot 'em, I
couldn't take it no more One of my very best friends got shot and killed by the
pigs And I
will never forget him, I
put his name in my skin I
got my ex-girl pregnant, guess you know what she did 'Cause I'm thirty-two, ain't got no kids We don't need to cry over spilled milk Even though sometimes I
still will Big boys don't cry I
made mountains out of molehills I
became a
man in the
oil fields Big boys don't cry Yo, I
had a
lot of girlfriends, but they were never stable I
was always too wasted and I
was everything but faithful Couldn't keep a
job for long enough to keep my plate full Put a
blanket on a
cardboard box, that was my table I
remember when my dog died, the
little things that stick with me Dad working in Alaska, me and Mama in between Tryna make the
best of it, we went and bought a
Christmas tree And wrapped it in extension cords to straighten out the
way it leaned Lonely and embarrassed, losing most of my friendships I
put my fist through the
wall when I
was tryna express it I
felt crazy, I
felt ugly, I
felt stupid, pathetic But looking back I
know the
truth, anxiety and depression Me and my sister fought like cats and dogs and I
don't know why She got the
chickenpox inside her brain and she almost died At the
hospital, the
doctor gave her a
shot in the
spine I
heard her scream from down the
hall, that's still the
hardest I've cried We don't need to cry over spilled milk Even though sometimes I
still will Big boys don't cry I
made mountains out of molehills I
became a
man in the
oil fields Big boys don't cry I
was a
wrestler before I
was an artist Was practically the
best in Canada when I
departed It was my light in the
darkness when life had gotten the
hardest Man, thank God for 'Stone Cold' Steve Austin I
remember swinging hammers, building houses, couldn't hack it Man, the
best part of working in construction was the
drugs that my bosses had My homie overdosed and I
mixed Oxy wit' a
tranexamic Woke up in the
back of an ambulance, I
love you, Glenn Rappers were I
lived were never nice, they nonbelievers They never showed me love and I
bought all of they T-shirts These days I
wouldn't wave if I
saw 'em in the
bleachers Why you think I
ain't doing no features? Fuck everyone I
screamed and yelled and fought against my parents, I
was careless Tom MacDonald is a
teenager? Fuck, I'm embarrassed All the
wrongs and the
hurt and mistakes that I
still feel They ain't nothing but some spilled milk We don't need to cry over spilled milk Even though sometimes I
still will Big boys don't cry I
made mountains out of molehills I
became a
man in the
oil fields Big boys don't cry We don't need to cry over spilt milk Even though sometimes I
still will Big boys don't cry I
made mountains out of molehills I
became a
man in the
oil fields Big boys don't cry