Jealous

(专辑： An Unfiltered Stream Of Consciousness - 2021)

I wrote a letter
It said something I'd rather not repeat
Something dark of someone twisted
Living inside of me
I asked for comfort
I ask for forgiveness
Can you be discrete?
I wrote a letter of someone better
Someone I'll never be

I'm jealous of you
I want what you have
I won't say the truth
The truth is I'm bad
At being myself
Don't like who I am
I'm jealous of you
An envious
Man...

I heard a story
You saved your kingdom
Let your subjects free
But I've got nothing
No direction
The ocean swallows me

I'm jealous of you
I want what you have
I won't say the truth
The truth is I'm bad
At being myself
Don't like who I am
I'm jealous of you
An envious
Man...

I'm jealous of you
I want what you have
I won't say the truth
The truth is I'm bad
At being myself
Don't like who I am
I'm jealous of you...

I wish I had all your friends and all your money
I wish told all your jokes because they're so funny
I wish I was someone, I wish I was someone like you
I wish I was beautiful just like the movies
I wish it was harder for them to see through me
I wish I was someone, I wish I was someone like you

An envious
Man...
(I wish I had all your friends and all your money)
Man...
(I wish I was someone, I wish I was someone like you)
Man...
(I wish told all your jokes because they're so funny)
Man...
(I wish I was someone, I wish I was someone like you)