Feeling Low

(专辑： Unstable - 2021)

This is how my mind works when I'm feeling low
The pain runs deep, I can feel it in my soul
I think I've given up, so I try to let it go
Depression's taking over and I'm losing all control

I just wanna hide away, deep inside a cave
Get away from human things and sit here while I break to a God that might exist
My life's full of shit
Some people don't agree but this is really how it is

They don't know my story, they don't know my struggle
Starving artists work the hardest, but their life is hard to juggle
People all around me say they love me everyday
But I'll never understand what they see in me
I'm sadder than the most saddest human alive
Some people wanna be my friend, I don't know why
I feel like I'm a loser, I don't have many friends
People say they are, but they're not there in the end
That is what my life is, it's getting hard to fight it
Consider me a loner, but I don't really like it
Life is full of darkness, people can be heartless
Tried turning on the lights but it stayed the same regardless

This is how my mind works when I'm feeling low
The pain runs deep, I can feel it in my soul
I think I've given up, so I try to let it go
Depression's taking over and I'm losing all control

This is how my mind works when I'm feeling low
The pain runs deep, I can feel it in my soul
I think I've given up, so I try to let it go
Depression's taking over and I'm losing all control

I can barely sleep, got thoughts up in my head
Anxiety's a bitch, I can't get outta bed
My mind is overwhelming, can't you hear me yelling?
People think I'm crazy but they never seem to tell me
Medication never works, my doctor's a jerk
I'm running out of pills so I argue with the clerk
I never leave my room, because that is where I'm safe
It's sorta like a prison but it's my happy place
I'm always in a hurry, my parents getting worry
Looking at the future, my vision's getting blurry
I don't wanna die but I think it all the time
I really love my music but I'd leave it all behind
If I could be at peace, get married to a girl
My life would be complete with purpose in the world
And I don't wanna hurt, can you take away my pain
Cause I don't wanna live another day to feel the same

This is how my mind works when I'm feeling low
The pain runs deep, I can feel it in my soul
I think I've given up, so I try to let it go
Depression's taking over and I'm losing all control

This is how my mind works when I'm feeling low
The pain runs deep, I can feel it in my soul
I think I've given up, so I try to let it go
Depression's taking over and I'm losing all control

This is how my mind works when I'm feeling low
The pain runs deep, I can feel it in my soul
I think I've given up, so I try to let it go
Depression's taking over and I'm losing all control