Trees III
(专辑: Snoqualmie Welcomes You - 2022)
I'm scared and lost Your hand in mine Shut up, fuck off These thoughts won't stop One for the
money, two for the
show, three for the
things your dad don't know Four, five men inside my bed, six more times I
wish I'm dead Skies of blue and skies of grey, I
will love you anyway You're a
poet too, so I
trust you understand my pain I'm hoping you can fix me, there's something wrong inside my head I
have these messed up thoughts like a
lightbulb burning out again When I
was younger, I
felt stronger When I
was younger... And I
can count the
marks on your arms, and I
can see the
scars on top of scars I
can see you at work crying in your car feeling like the
life you have to live is somehow fake Why did God give me such a
shit hand to take? I
think we can stop here for the
night, it looks like a
nice place It means no worries son, so please have a
nice day I
can feel this poison spread from my heart to my brain And I
can feel the
sorrow spill out of my mouth like tar, and I
wanted to tell you that I
love you before I
die Whether you care or not it's important for me to get off my chest, that I
miss you and miss being your friend Out, let's come out and kiss on the
lips The
mosaic that we painted with the
tips of tulips we stole from the
garden we grew When you were younger you hated the
truth, that you were attracted to people like you There's something that's hiding inside of my room and when we hold hands it felt like I
am free I
hear that your father hates faggots like me They pray for the
cure because that's what they need A
straight man at church but a
gay in the
sheets How could you do this to your family? We can't help who were attracted to see I
asked you a
question so please answer me You know what mom? Fuck you, you'll never love me You'll only accept me, that's all that you'll be Won't celebrate what I
want, or I
need I'm scared and lost Your hand in mine Shut up, fuck off These thoughts won't stop