Left Hollywood
(专辑: Meekend Music - 2017)
I
had to get out of Hollywood Get back to the
trenches, they said they need me Little fish I
used to cop my little reggie tryna feed myself My cousin had that work but I
didn't need no help Man I
was so fucked up I
couldn't believe myself That's why I
be at the
jeweler tryna freeze myself 'Cause my heart so cold, we ain't got no goals All these young niggas killing like they ain't got no souls Talking Grand Marquis, before I
cop my Rolls It was all so sweet until Dashawn told Really hurt my heart, ripped my feelings apart Out in Philly it's dark, we was really so scarred But acting silly so hard but we just wanted some love Mama working, daddy dead I
just wanted a
hug Why you think we spilling spade when we go to the
club All my homies think I
smoke, we just rolling it up I'm stressed out, niggas got drugs feel left out So I
went to chasing them birdies, I
went south, fuck it I
went from going to school, to toting them tools and making a
move Said I
would win, they said I
would lose, shit We're so confused, hope I
don't make the
news, oh Lord We was breaking the
rules, trapping to get some food Risking freedom for shoes Knowing that I
don't need em, I'm spending money on jewels Jeweler like getting food, they told us that this was cool Caught my first case, it was me vs the
state I
just wanted some steak and some food on my plate Came up from shit I'm like how can you hate I'm just tryna be great, I
survived with the
snakes Look what they did to Lil Kodak and Gates' I
can't lose faith, I
just want shine like the
stars and my wraith We go to war in fatigues like it's bape I
don't feel safe, can't sleep without it Master with them P's yeah boy I'm bout it bout it Brought me to my knees back when everybody doubted Can't let my youngins see me fold, I'm too solid If I
stand on it, I'ma stand doing it Put some bags on the
scale, put some grams on it This the
only shit I
knew I
seen my man done it Tryna be like niggas who were never there for us We ain't have no guidance I
went from going to school, to toting them tools and making a
move Said I
would win, the
said I
would lose, shit We're so confused, hope I
don't make the
news, oh Lord We was breaking the
rules, trapping to get some food Risking freedom for shoes Knowing that I
don't need em I'm be spending money on jewels Jeweler like getting food, they told us that this was cool Coppers scooping niggas out their radar Niggas putting niggas in the
graveyard Jobs told us beat it like an A&R So we play with heart, fuck it we gon' play it raw Cut the
lights, told my momma they ain't staying off They killed my daddy and it turned me to a
man, dog We play with rugers, play with Glocks, we ain't playin ball Shit we tryna stay alive it's a
standoff My life for your life Go to war like we got like four lives Talking before like, all this lil' rap shit Where I'm from if you turn eighteen, then that's More Life For real nigga When you have no voice Ain't nobody hear us, so we ain't have no choice I
went from going to school, to toting them tools and making a
move Said I
would win, said I
would lose, shit We're so confused, hope I
don't make the
news, oh Lord We was breaking the
rules, trapping to get some food Risking freedom for shoes Knowing that all I'ma be spending money on jewels Jeweler like getting food, they told us that this was cool