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Something's wrong with my brain
I haven't felt the same
Since the day you walked away
Missed your voice and your face
Think about you every day
Maybe we weren't a mistake, my dear

Okay, you're right and I'm wrong
I know that I'm a dog
I fret over the silliest things
You told me I'm a piece of shit
Know I'm a hypocrite
I wish I wasn't like this

You told me I'm a jerk
I know that I'm the worst
Left a hole in your heart
You make me feel insecure
I know I hurt you first
But that don't mean it don't hurt
Your best friend said I don't deserve you

I'm just kissing your forehead
Promise you won't forget our love
I think [?] hate me
Maybe I'm going crazy
Sometimes still wish I was yours

It's like nobody knows
I been here all alone
With this blade right to my throat
I don't know where to turn
I don't know where to go
And that's the part that hurts the most

It feels like I'm stuck in a loop still
[?] the way that this booze feels
Trying not to let it slip
Why am I so helpless
Ten shots and my face starts melting
No wonder I can't help but feel like this

Anybody coulda guessed this outcome
Depressed I can't finish the rest of my album
Obsessed with the stress, I'm upset, I'm a downer
No matter what I can't smell the scent of the flowers
I'm on tour again, I'm 'bout to board plane
But to be honest I would rather ignore the fame
They keep saying I got more to gain
But I'd do anything to feel sorta sane

Something's wrong with my brain
I haven't felt the okay
Since the day you walked away
Missed your voice and your face
Think about you every day
Maybe we weren't a mistake, my dear

Okay, you're right and I'm wrong
I know that I'm a dog
I fret over the silliest things
You told me I'm a piece of shit
Know I'm a hypocrite
I wish I wasn't like this

Sometimes I feel incompetent
Wish I had more confidence
Always been a fuck-up
I wish that I had common sense
You think I hate you
But it's more like the opposite, my love

Something's wrong with my brain
I haven't felt okay
Since the day you walked away
Miss your voice and your face
Think about you every day
Maybe we weren't a mistake, my dear

I still get butterflies
When I look in your eyes
I just pretend I went away
You're like an angel
But I don't think I'll ever see
Heaven's gates